Random.

 

I miss rain, it rained only a few times this year in the country I live in  .. I'm not complaining but I just miss it. I'm listening to the sound of rain right now, it really cheers me up, I feel like it takes all the pain away, cleans my heart, I kind of forget about reality when it rains.I'm not saying that I'm suffering though. It's just life.. we gotta live it. whether it's the way we want it to be or not. But we have to try to make thing right.. we have the right to.

It's spring, I love it .. maybe because I was born at the end of it. or maybe because of my name.  To me, spring is always connected somehow to happiness and freedom. I love winter but spring has been always my favorite season.

I'm not so into being a night person, neither a day one. but I prefer staying up at night, staring at the sky, knowing that someone up there is watching me. I believe in god & that he'll never let me down if I'll keep my faith in him strong enough. I usually write at night .. darkness inspires me. & even when my room's light is turned on, the feeling is just different. I don't know if it's safety or what .. but I feel that I just can't lie to my self at night. I question my self at night because that's when my words are really honest.

The past, I hate living n the past, but I'm so obsessed with memories to be honest. Some of them make me smile & others bring tears to my eyes. I try not to regret & I don't most of the time. My biggest regret is trusting people a lot and fast. I'm not asking for anything in return I just want you to prove that you were worth it. 

just talking about random things :)

GN & sweet dreams (f)

VPW