Looking back at my life I see that I’ve wasted a lot of my time on things that don’t even deserve walking by. There are a lot of empty spaces and spots where other people fill in their problems and stuff. I don’t mind it, but sometimes I just need a little space to breathe, I need time to think about my own complicated and even silly things.
When I look again, I see all these walls that they put up to keep me from moving on with my life, but now I’ll be taking my first step to breakthrough, they might think that I’m weak, they might think I’m only here to tell them that everything is gonna be okay and that there’s nothing to worry about, why do they ask me if they’re leaving anyway, why don’t they just do it themselves? They can simply make things work.
Now things are different to me, everything will change, I’ll stand up and face off the world. I won’t let anybody take my place anymore. I don’t wanna be mean, but I’m kinda bored, I want something unordinary, I need to find my place in this world. Sometimes I’ll be wrong, and sometime I won’t think before I say or do something, but no body’s perfect, so it’s okay.
I don’t hate helping people, actually I love to listen and help if I can, but sometimes this thing gets on my last nerve, I mean like when they come around just to say few words, then they leave and never show up again unless they wanna do the same thing again, it kinda hurts, if you know what I mean.
I know that I’m stronger than backing down, or maybe I’m not... Anyway, I’ll do my best to breakthrough all these walls. And as I said in the last song I wrote.
“I’ll take a deep breath and a step forward
I’ll stand against them, and face off the world “
VPW
